mon coeur.

I think my heart rate has systematically increased in speed over the last three days.

I attribute it to several factors.

1.) Statistics. Or lack thereof.
2.) Research Design projects. Is this another language?
3.) The Wall. Human Beings in the conceptual and physical.
4.) Je ne parle pas francais.
5.) Camille. It's Niz's fault. I didn't used to think he was cute.
6.) AVH. Where are you now?
7.) PS489. And MW. Fuck?
8.) More pertinant things.
9.) The La has not been ridden yet.
10.) Research Design Project.
11.) What is modernity anyways?
12.) Bad ideas not to read Plato or Aristotle. Or at least the wrong sections of them.
13.) Plague of Death.
14.) Cold weather.
15.) Starbucks Carmel Macchiato.
16.) "The more you take on the thinner your argument is...and I will detect that...because it's my job." -DS
17.) The fav prof finding out I only had one paragraph of my essay written, t-12 hours before it was due.
18.) Office hours.
19.) Eskom.
20.) Sleep. I can't sleep. (see #15)
21.) POWER OUTAGES. FUCKING STATISTICS.
22.) Ref. #21, not literal outages but statistics on them.
23.) I suck at math.
24.) Roan Stallion.
25.) 17 days. Isolation.
26.) Grades. Fear.
27.) Inability to convince myself it will be okay.
28.) Sugar.
29.) Research Design. (or lack thereof)
30.) Acting. Intelligent. Doing it successfully.