Another day off.

My existence at DCI has almost become "normal life". I'm used to waking up early, I'm aware of the schedule, and I'm sick of the drama. I'm actually fairly exhausted with being around horses.

With the same feelings, MP is frustrated with me in the fact that each time he teaches me he feels as though I'm arguing with him. Bless, let's make it clear that I'm not arguing with him, rather I'm simply attempting to explain to him why I think what he's telling me to do won't work. DMar thinks that it's pretty hilarious and is trying to imagine what it would be like to teach me when I'm acting like that. Although I think the situation to be funny (when I my back is to MP I laugh) it simply isn't. Yesterday he told me that if I won't do what he is telling me to that I should just leave (yikes?). It's not that I don't believe what he is trying to tell me, it's just that it's difficult to not ride off feeling. I base so many of my reactions (in life) on feeling.

JC has been on my mind as of late, it's frustrating and confusing at the same time.

I have taken 5 days of during the beginning of November to go to Miami. Albeit, I've given up spending Christmas and New Year's in Mexico with the fam, it's extremely tragic that I must spend the holidays with such a grumpy bunch. At least I'll have Little R?

I'm trying to find a dentist and it's simply impossible.